It's been three months since I quit my job. I thought it was going to an easy transition from working mom to stay at home mom. In the beginning days after resign, I was so happy can stay at home and play along with my kid all day. Yes I'm still happy with my decision, but nowadays I feel something is missing. Usually at the office, I had everything in the order, the meeting, the to do list, the monthly target, etc. Here, at home, not everything going smooth as what I think. Some other days I feel stress (more stress than when I was working), so useless.

"What is wrong? Do I raise my baby right? Why everything is not working on plan?"

I know it’s been so long since my last update on this blog. So many things happens. Literally so many things. Honestly I want to write it down everything here, but then I don’t know where to begins.